I'm proud of myself. I managed to stay sober last night.

...I hope I can keep it up.

Happy New Year, everyone.

I'm feeling older than usual. It must be the....wave....of birthdays this month. I'm surrounded by people just going into their twenties...it's...

Well, it's rather depressing.

Hm. I need to buy a new bottle of sake. I'm almost out again.

...I got more flowers. They're pretty much like the last roses. Only it's a mix of white, red and yellow roses.

I received a bouquet of flowers. They're quite nice, actually. I even found the online store where they were bought...it's all in English, actually...odd.

...The card says it's from a secret admirer, and I somehow doubt there's another Yanagi Renji in my apartment complex.

It strikes me as a bit stalker-like. But it's nice to feel loved, I suppose...

That's really it. But...ah, I got my PDA back. Nothing scheduled at the moment, though.

[ooc: None of the characters are the actual secret admirer XD Me and Yamato-mun were joking around and Secret Admirer-san was created...unless any character wants likes Renji or is trying to cheer him up. >> So yeah. There we go.]

Happy birthday, Kirihara-kun. I wish you the best.

It's rather....quiet. And I feel a little nostalgic. I believe that I was smarter at seventeen than I am now. I almost put the juice in the cereal cupboard this morning and I had to dig my mug out of the garbage as well. The sudden lack of gossip is distracting and worrying me, so I keep misplacing things. Or losing them....has anyone seen my PDA? I just got it back, all dry inside and shining like it hasn't since I started managing Genichirou's career. It may be in the office but I'd appreciate if people kept an eye out for it as well... 

...I also need a new train pass. The current one expires next week.

Barring Akutagawa-san's meeting and my usual duties, I will be out of contact. I have no mobile, my PDA short-circuited and I am sending the laptop in to remove a virus. If you need me, I'll be available during office hours. Otherwise, you will be ignored not be able to reach me.

Private Note: BUY MORE SAKE. YOU'RE ALMOST OUT.

I am an idiot and I deserve to be shot.

I take full blame for what happened.

This is ridiculous. Yes, my client is gay. Yes, my client is in a relationship with hairdresser. Yes, my client was having a secret affair. For one simple reason. That reason is: because this is what would happen. Fans are vicious enough without rumors being confirmed. I will maintain that Sanada-san's current relationship is both healthy and stable, on both sides. Thank you.

Private to Genichirou: I hate saying this but...I told you so.

I will be discharged from the hospital this evening and I have been deemed fit enough to go back to work. I still have a shitload lot of  vitamin supplements to take but that's just a small obstacle.

Note: I am not allowed alcohol or nicotine for the next two weeks. I don't smoke anyway. DO NOT ASK ME TO GO DRINKING JUST BECAUSE I CAN'T. I don't enjoy or appreciate being the butt of anyone's jokes. [Blocked from Atobe]Because I am not Atobe.